I am maladjusted to life.

I am maladjusted to life.  I vacillate between feelings of inferiority and superiority.  I live defensively and guarded.  I feel restless, irritable and discontent with life.  I am ill-at-ease and subject to self-delusion.  I seek consciously or unconsciously an effect which will afford me a sense of relief extemporaneously.  Without relief and a solution, I condemn myself to live a continuous, unending frustration of self-will, with an obsessive desire (and drive) to act, feel, and be normal.

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